Dear Heart,
I'm feeling so lost tonight
I'm stuck in a limbo
I'm no where near dead and I'm not quite alive.
Oh Heart, you were right, it's not your fault
I am my own cycle of depression and anxiety.
Forgive me Heart
As I end it all tonight
I will no longer force you to go on.
Just one more fight as I stop breathing
And I cut myself off from you
Just one more fight until you are drained and give in
Then I will be set
free
.