I do not know what to do anymore
I'm just existing in my life, not living it
What will happen to me if I keep doing this?
If I keep on this track, tomorrow will be two years passed

I have no chance
Of redeeming myself
So why even try
Why not just sink into the oblivion I am all too familiar with?

Into the abyss that is my mind
Slowly drifting further away from reality
And with it, hope
Then, once I sail off from this world mentally
I can physically

It is all a matter of time