One day I wished I was in pain,
I wished Oh I wished I had some terrible disease,
I wished I was dying or That I could die soon.
Once I was happy when fascinating about jumping in front of a car while washing dishes.
I didn't know I was already sick.
My family was outside somewhere in the trees sleeping blissfully,
When I was downing my misery.
A call came, I struggle to sound alive enough to soothe their fears.
"I'm just sick."
In the morning they scream about the truth,
Cry and Scream!!!!!!
I'm taken away to a white room.
I survived the biggest mass murderer in my age group.
At 15 I almost flew the coop.
Now I'm sound, whispering sounds of remedies so one day I will inevitability be happy