I’m glad I had the opportunity
To be your ocean
I’m sorry that my waves
Have crashed.
I hope that in the future
When the time is right
I will be able to soar again with you.
It’s difficult to feel
So alone and vulnerable.
At moments, I feel as if I have nobody
Who understands but myself.
The pain I feel in my heart
Brings me down at times
Throughout the day.
I feel drained
I don’t want to do anything
I just want to lay in my bed
And sleep.
Sleep is the only way
I can escape these pains
In my chest.
I wake up constantly at night
Unless I do something to help me forget.
The moment I awake
I feel that something is missing.
I have to force myself to eat
Because I don’t have an appetite.
I know that with time
I will grow out of this.
I’m trying with everything I have
To be strong
And it’s difficult.
Please know that
I am always here for you
If you ever need advice
Or just someone to talk to.
I believe the best relationships
Are the ones that you thrive in
The ones you grow as a person in
And the ones that make one another
Better for themselves.
I’m glad I was able to experience that.
Honestly, this love is like
Nothing I’ve experienced before
It’s better
It’s fuller
And it’s exceptional.
I think that’s why
It hurts so much
That I lost you.
I hope one day
Our hearts will combine again
As one.
Now just isn’t the right time
But know that I love you
And will always love you
No matter what happens.
My heart is hurting
But it’s for the best.