Both hands in my pockets, a blank page tucked in my shoe, Call it a list of every little thing I wouldn’t give for you, Traded the city for salvation, but found neither kingdom nor crown, We were too young for such silence, and far too old to settle down, Now standing on a subway platform, New York buzzing overhead, My skull sick with the ghosts off all the things we never said, Pale skin caked with shadows, dull eyes lit low with fear, Please bring me back to you, or any place that isn’t here.