and the sick sad moral of this story is to never love anything at all. god is against us. we pray to him every night, our voices like hymns, eyes like heaven, but inside us we hold hell. he gave us this hell. nobody is pure. nobody is true. that promise we made to each other to never leave that, was a sick sad lie. we are a sick, sad lie. return my purity make me true i lost everything before i was eighteen. i lost everything before i was eighteen. i am stranded at sea lost in the sin of my sick sad dreams an angel is on my shoulder but the devil is housed in my body skin full of sin angel, why do you rest so perfectly on that skin? i wanna **** myself to make things fair to you, angel. if suicide was not a sin i’d be dead i’d be dead i’d be dead everybody is going to heaven, angel everybody would go to heaven. angel, i am a sick sad lie heaven is a sick sad lie