I look around
But all I see is grey.

Grey like the clouds that plague these skies
Grey like the gravel beneath my feet in which I trudge
Grey like the fog that clouds my judgement
Grey...like the beards upon my elders, bleak and withered

I try to feel
But all is nothing but bleak... miserable... and empty
Everything I worked so hard to accomplish is nothing but embers in the wind
I didnt do it just for me, no. I did it for us, though it seems I failed...again
I couldnt make our wish come true, and now... Now I cant make you happy anymore... I miss your smile...

That one dream
One wish
One hope...
...*has been crushed