What is the matter with me?!
I've lost my touch.
I've traded my ability to heal
For the ability to destruct.
Instead of supporting you,
I've robbed you of all trust.
Your confidence is in my yard of graves and dried, sad blood.
I used to be able to bring life to a corpse.
I used to teach  the power to love.
And now I set flames to all good that comes.
The lives and the emotions I have taken and destroyed...
They haunt my now, empty soul, they are impossible to avoid.
The red wine of my loved ones trails me everywhere i go.
And the only way to fix this is to admit to what i have done.
Accept the pain i have burned people with
To not reject the blame for what i, myself, have caused.
I pressed sorrow onto broken beings who are now more torn apart
They are what i created them to become.
And now it is i that holds all the weight of the impact
That i,
Myself have created
A foundation
For darkness to lurk and repeat itself.
I used to be able to bring sight to the blind.
Now, vision has been used to see things i would never have imagined in any form of life.
Seeing what i have done but blind to a solution...
I couldnt even tell you if there was enough time.
I think my chance has passed and i have completely murdered our race.
Because of this obsession of mine.
Not letting anyone in
To hurt me ever again
Has ultimately cost me
And i will pay until a new force begins
As i have to repent for my sins
And feel this
What ive done ... till the very end.

Sensing my sorrow
My genuine regret

Angels come down to save us once again.