Why, why, why do I always lie? I bite my tongue I go with the flow Things don't phase me But they do Keep your mind clear But your body is sick All those fears you're dealing with Are coming true Looks like someone finally beat you It was going to happen You couldn't run away from it Trying to make sense of everything Can I?... Baby? Go a little reckless Maybe sell myself short Stop holding back from these things These thoughts These actions Go have a drink Run back down my rabbit hole Numb My sweet little home of nothingness I can't I'm better than this Am I really though?... Maybe? You're lost Maybe too lost this time Playing with fire you're gonna get burned Stupid girl you knew how this story ends Maybe it'll be better this time No Make a choice Be better I can't The darkness is back Stop lying It never left Did it? ... Maybe? In the end it doesn't matter Nothing does Why would it It's all lies You call yourself real A real phony I guess I'm just lost I always have been Never really learned how to love Always worried about being free Oh baby girl he's under your skin So why keep letting him in? Masochistic girl I just wanna be okay You're never gonna be safe Tell me more lies?... Maybe? We be trippin’ Dippin’ Slippin’ Into this position No way out but submission You can't break me Can you?... Maybe? I'll be better I got my voice back But at what toll That dark person isn't about to just let you go She's back for good You officially lost yourself Help me?... Baby?