oh no
dear boy
I have let you too far in
with no future in sight
how will I ever know
if a relationship is what I will win

oh no
sweet guy
the way you touch my pale skin
with hands so soft
your actions so gentle
this is a sin

oh no
hesitant man
the way you look into my eyes
with such empathy
when I am with you
I no longer want to die

my heart grows fonder
as I lay here alone
but my soul is aching
my brain is throbbing
because what we have
may never be set in stone