There comes a point when my insomnia and depression play with one another. It's a moment where I lay in the darkness and contemplate and wait for sleep that never comes I'll sit and wait and close my eyes in attempts to dream But my efforts bare no fruit, so I abort them. Just like how I aborted you. Our relationship was toxic and so we're we to each other It was a matter of time before it pulled me under But now I'm paralyzed at the thought of you And our supposed to be 2 year anniversary leaves me sad and feeling lonely Though I'm not. He's an hour away I need him to keep you away You've interupted my thought process and I can't help but notice How you've manipulated my body into wanting you. But my brain and heart know better and they stay away They put up their walls and nothing will ever escape. That is until the time I see you again And I feel like crying because you're no longer my friend But that's okay, time heals all wounds Well youd think but, I'm not amused. So I'll just lay here crying and wondering what to do And asking myself how The **** can I get over you?