Explanation: This is no stab, no offence, no hate, no sass My dearest girlfriend is in a dark place and I cant be there for her I thought I was dealing with **** and people are beginning to see the toll its REALLY taking on me physically and mentally, However day in and day out im reminded it could be so much worse Cause I look at her, I see her suffering and her wish to end her miserable existance. Its knowing youre not good enough to keep her happy but she wants you there, more so she wants you "here" Why did long distance have the be the least of my worries...?