Stuck in this Hell 
Can only give in 
My cold, dead heart
Beats from within 
It's not that I don't love you 
I just want the space to grow into myself 
Discover life--what it's like to have freedom 
I'm not saying this is forever, just a temporary goodbye 
But the feelings linger on 
And twenty years pass and I'm doing everything I can to live out my life 
But I'm afraid to do that 
For in twenty years when i have a life worth sharing and telling 
You won't be here 
Dead and gone is what you'll be and I'll break down and cry 
Wishing I had gotten to say goodbye 
One last time, 
Hugged you, 
One last time. 
Reminded you what you meant to me, 
One last time. 
Even though we've been together since the day of my birth 
I will never get over the fact if your gone by the time I get back