The wood is stacked for winter. One way out of the mind's limitations is through other minds' contemplations. The books are stacked for winter.
Yet even that cannot satisfy. Failing to hold still for meditation my teacher smiles, makes this observation: The purpose of sitting's not to be satisfied
or satiated. Remain hungry, cold, uncomfortable and counting enemies. These, and fear, are our commonalities, and the discipline of not hitting whenever angry.
You'll appreciate dying quietly at home. Whichever season has been randomly selected will be beautiful as ever as a molecule of water is to all matter. "In my life there were always too many things."
If there is no time, only change the linear becomes circular. Do not say north or south. You're within the winter range
of chickadee, hawk, owl and heron. River grapes, rose hips, the cedar waxwings' repast. Their talk is my reminding there is change and endurance.