New York City is where people who are disappearing go. It is very quiet here, silent. A man and woman made love below me. I could hear the bedsprings ringing and the woman singing in sensual pain. My thoughts sped up as they ****** faster. Everything is dead in my room except me and my plants. If I keep on identifying my feelings with the feelings of things, I too will be dead. They are talking and laughing now. His deep voice vibrates the air. Her laugh is like water.