you said you had been a mess lately. i ran my fingers through your tangled hair and agreed. the unorganized chaos in your head sent me into a whirl. you said that old wounds dont heal, i said that im just cleaning the cut. ive always had a habit of disturbing things better left in the dark, and i donβt think that there is any part of you that i left untouched. childhood memories and things you had long since forgotten stirring in the dust i took the paint splattered across your heart and turned it into a masterpiece, you said you had always liked abstract better than realism. the neat rows that i stacked you in feel heavy on your tongue, and you told me with words that i had already prepared for you that the messiest thing about ocd, is that nothing can ever be left alone.