When I have to be strong for you, When you are scared after watching a horror movie. It is so hard. Cause I constantly feel like breaking apart. I am always so afraid, Of my own thoughts like my wish to ******* die.
Note, I am not suicidal. But sometimes it is hard to stay strong for others and comfort them while you are afraid and no one knows that you need comforting too becausse you are scared of that.