I miss the happiness you seemed to bring.
I loved you with every bit of my heart.
you were my everything.
now I'm completely torn apart.

I'm left here broken and afraid.
afraid that this is all a reality.
afraid that this nightmare won't fade.
afraid that when I open my eyes there won't be any part of you to see.

I wish I could see you again.
I wonderful.. what if that didn't happen to you?
I wonder how life could've been.
I don't even ******* know what to do..

I killed you and it completely destroyed me.
I didn't mean to cause you harm or pain.
I was mentally shut down but you practically set me free.
..but now my heart is once again sorrowful like the rain.