I'm different every morning I'm never the same person I fell asleep as... Sometimes I can't even look in the mirror... I can't connect to who I'm seeing... Sometimes I want to feel pretty... Then others I want to be handsome... My own body makes me uncomfortable... There are some days when I match up... Then there are other days when everything is wrong... Its ugly... I don't know who I am... And I can't tell anyone...
Being genderfluid has caused me so much anxiety and dysphoria and it's really killing me... And I can't tell a soul... Not even my boyfriend who I tell everything to...