i felt quite **** yesterday and again as well today
it's all i've been feeling sad and lonely, but hey!
why would i expect anyone to stay?
every night is the **** ******* same
none of the thoughts could ever be tamed
i seem to be lacking in some major self control
and lately it's been taking a toll
so i get drunk
again and again
at 1am to forget
and 2pm to regret
and 5am to be able to sleep
and by the time i wake up two hours later at 7, all i could do was weep