I want to say that I'm getting better,
that these scars are starting to feel
like the marks of a warrior who has won battles,
but even if the bleeding has stopped, the war is not over.
There are so many days when the sun will come out,
and I can feel its warmth wash over me, and it is
when I am covered by its happy grace,
that the shadow of sadness is cast across the
sidewalks.. those sidewalks where every crack
was a canyon to wide to cross.
My blood stained on every square.
And as I stand on top of that mountain and look down
upon the valley that I had conquered,
i realize,
that my footprints spell your name...
Then there I go again,
crashing
burning
f
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l
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n
g
falling, right back into
the devils claw.