Tremors awake me to consciousness yet again
Every last sin I had and was to commit my body began to repent
Voices of those I had crossed violated my ear drums and dear god believe me I lament
For the pain I could not bare for those I have hurt and those I have bent
I trip over my words the sounds quarrel as they slip from my tongue escaping into the world to be heard
I'm sorry for those they have hurt
I was a monster disguised as a girl