The pain of waking up and being so happy and slowly fading into a deep depression.
Is death defying.
Its like you can go back and feel falling into the trap of sadness.
Its like having a fire lit beneath your heart.
It starts burning it so slowly.
Then your heart crumbles to ashes.
That feeling hurts so badly..
I don't know why.
Cause you should be used to sadness by now right?
But some reason falling into it.
Kills me.