NEW DAY— wake up. Put your head in order. Do not trust the inspiration just go with it. Because when it strikes it strikes hard and fast and it ends with both sides panting— put your head in order. It's a good thing waking up early. Shower off, then immediately after— two cups of coffee. And a cigarette. I hold my vices in a cup. Relapse into delirium; it's O.K. —Quickly out the window to first breathe in new day. Snag the morning paper as an errand; locate self on this wide spinning orb. Locate self in the Material, then locate your Center. I have a CENTER. All good feelings from the CENTER. Bleed me. —Get my head together. Back inside to fireplace, and piles upon piles upon piles of needless words, works and extra copies, all to be delivered unto warmth—my fire. Put the book down. Do not obsess over self-image, or Self involving propoganda. Accept the imminent dissatisfaction— I mean really Accept that. One more smoke, ****** thoughts— Keep your head in order.
Get to know what wears you and describe it eloquently. Lose all track of time just walking. Walk more often. Love your footsteps, each and every ******* one. REMEMBER: Timing is a virtue.