The hardest part of letting go is knowing nothing will ever change no matter how far my body wanders, my heart refuses to pull away. It’s been warped and contused by the beauty of this black hole love, the further I fell in, the slower I seemed to come apart.
I buried myself inside your false comfort, your arms became my tomb. You were a fitting final resting place, my bones, yours to exhume. But I’ve died so many times in the absence of your touch, that I’ve resigned myself to a life alone, abandoned in the dust.
And I can’t convince myself, that I wouldn’t do it all with you again just promise me that we’ll forget each other before the end, my friend.