The most depressed I've ever been, I can't even seem to begin. On how I never wanna smile or grin. **** this emotion! I'd rather live in sin. I'd rather take a life, than feel all of this strife. I want you for my own, but you don't seem to care. I want you and you alone, and the only burden you'll bare. Is finding a way to love me, the way that I love you. I wish you would wanna try, instead of putting me through. Nights alone where I cry, and you get someone new. If I wanted to have different souls inside of my bed. I would try and fail, to find this love, in them instead. For the love I have for you, I've never felt before. I really would have no one else, my elf's who I adore.