I cannot stand to be continuously touched It makes me anxious & sick to my stomach He was the one who understood my struggle He accepted it & respected my boundaries
Why couldn't you?
I'm not asking much when I'd rather sleep alone It is not because I'm not interested, but because it makes me physically ill You're touch is comforting, don't get me wrong, but cuddling gives me anxiety
When we're in public & you kiss me, I want to get in a ball & roll away from the scene He understood this & would hold my hand He accepted that PDA made me uncomfortable
Why couldn't you?
When you kiss me in front of all of our friends & sometimes strangers, I get nervous & shakey It's not their business & they don't need to see cause PDA gives me anxiety
When I see a door ****, I refuse to touch it I will use any excuse to have someone open the door or open it myself with no contact He understood this & would never let a door close He accepted it & carried around GermX at all times
Why couldn't you?
I'm not asking much of you to open a door for me You are not my slave, it's just called kindness, cause germs give me anxiety
I lose people I love because of my anxiety I try to make up for it in little things I do, but usually it's not enough But if I'm uncomfortable & seriously unhappy, what's the loss? I'll find another him that accepts me for me