When I first see your face, my emotions Pile up at the edge of my surface Like a rain drop, and when our eyes meet They take off rapidly, as though a race And splash to the ground, scattering into Millions of pieces, as my heart will when My mind steps in and chills the warmth you gave, For you look away and continue then With the happy life you lead, where I donβt Belong, while in my thoughts I have this world Thatβs built around the moment we come clean About these vicious feelings that have blurred The authenticity of our short Encounters and that you could feel the same, For I know in truth you must just be kind And mutual affection is insane.