I have an angel doll that looks like my mom on my wall, I cant look at it or bring myself to take it down. 2. I'm scared I'll only be in abusive relationships 3. I think I hate my mother. 4. I'm terrified I'll end up like my dad even tohugh I love him. 5. I discount my feelings till i fall a part. 6. I don't know if i want to recover from self harm. 7. I pretend to like bands so my friends dont hate me. 8. When I got lonely I sent strangers pictures of my body. 9. I almost killed myself 8 times last month. 10. I don't think I will ever love anyone. 11. I love too many people. 12. Being called annoying makes me cry every time. 13. I don't remember almost anything before 6th grade. 14. Sometimes I can convince myself I am dead. 15. When i get upset i lock myself into my closet and cry. 16. None of my old friends talk to me anymore.