i am a child of the sea; i'm a tidal wave of emotions, a tsunami that continuously changes paths because i'm just so ******* indecisive there's saltwater burning my lungs, fulfilling them to the very edge and just taking and taking from my body until there's nothing left of me but jesus christ, i'm such a mess that all i want to do is settle upon your very edge of the coastline and stay there for eternity, until the sky burns out and we all dissipate into nothingness