Upon the crumbling leaves and dying trees, I saw you from afar. The fields so green, a place for me, somewhere it wasn't so hard. I walked and walked and wept and wept and wandered for it wasn't near, guided by a sound that whistled through the wind it whispered, "Please be here." I got lost, it took a while but in the end I found you there. For once just to meet your smile, for once to be under your care. And though my sight was often sithered, I never stopped following that sound until the trees weren't so dead and withered, until lush and alive was the ground.
I stumbled through the rich meadow of your warmth. I tumbled through without a care. I clumsily waltzed through your world. And trampled on your fruit laid bare. And when that cold moon rose, and gone and left was the sun and you saw me at my coldest after I already had all my fun: You turned your eyes away from me you despised what I had become I broke all of what little hope you had, and now you wait for none. Saying sorry wouldn't cut it for the damage was all too done. We've read this chapter and it's time to close it. The dream, dear, is dead; and you, my love, are **gone.
A week of seeing her in dreams and this morning, half-awake, this had to come out.