I tried to stop myself from falling for you, believe me, I tried. I tried to resist your soul filled laugh and the way you looked at me while I was working. And that night, on the empty dance floor, with your hands in mine. I did it, I fell for you. Hard. I tried to stop it, but they came crashing down on my heart after every ******* look and smile. After ever hug or conversation, I feel deeper and deeper. You occupied my mind with selfish thoughts of how I wanted you to be mine. I tried to be okay with you choosing him. And now, you’re gone and here I am, alone and empty. Thinking about all the missed opportunities that filled our friendship & reminiscing over photos we took. I fill this empty, broken hole with with the thought that one day we’d be in love.