May 2015
When I saw him again, I was no longer nervous.
When I talked to him again, I was no longer convinced that people that love you so dearly can turn their backs on you I'm a second bc suddenly 16 months felt like 2 minute commercials in between the tv shows right before something majorly dramatic is about to happen.
I questioned everything, I believed nothing. For once in my life, my heart was strong but oh was my stomach weak.
I wanted to touch him in the most innocent way you can say it.
I wanted to see if he was real even if his words weren't.
Because though you never truly get over your first love, you get over the lies, wrongs, and injustice they've committed.
He told me I changed him 2 years ago. And when I saw him yesterday he said it again, but I knew the difference between the 2. Falling in love changes people, but so does getting hurt.
When I talked to him again, I was no longer convinced that people that love you so dearly can turn their backs on you I'm a second bc suddenly 16 months felt like 2 minute commercials in between the tv shows right before something majorly dramatic is about to happen.
I questioned everything, I believed nothing. For once in my life, my heart was strong but oh was my stomach weak.
I wanted to touch him in the most innocent way you can say it.
I wanted to see if he was real even if his words weren't.
Because though you never truly get over your first love, you get over the lies, wrongs, and injustice they've committed.
He told me I changed him 2 years ago. And when I saw him yesterday he said it again, but I knew the difference between the 2. Falling in love changes people, but so does getting hurt.
