I am open and I am feet that walk in the rain I wonder about swings and I wonder where the kindness goes and I wonder if plants are in pain I hear trains far away and I stop to listen because they make me feel like life is moving I see patterns in front of my eyes I want nothing I am closed
I pretend the grass in the wind is the sea I feel like Lego in the gravel drive, I feel like sunshine I touch the hands of mannequins in shops, and I touch the water on petals and leaves I worry about nothing I cry like a rain cloud, I cry just for a change, I cry to see what happens, I cry and it's just water from the sea I am open, I am somewhere in between
I understand these words like living; I feel like they've lost me I say words; I hate them, I love them, I sing them I dream while I'm asleep but sometimes I forget to write them down I try to blow bubbles but the mixture won't work, I try to catch the sunlight on my eyelashes I hope that people feel it when I smile at them I am nothing