May 2015
I look around me and all I see
Are complexities
People that increasingly
Confuse or frustrate me
I just don't know what they want from me
I just know that this is not where I want to be
Tryin to maintain sanity
On the cheap
So who do I say goodbye to
Who do I keep?
Stick with stuck people
And you'll end up nowhere
And yeah it may sound unfair
But it's true
Its true to me, it's true to you
Leave behind
Or get left behind
But in this you can trust
If I've got love for you
I'll come back for you
Or better yet
I'll turn round to see
You've already caught up
Are complexities
People that increasingly
Confuse or frustrate me
I just don't know what they want from me
I just know that this is not where I want to be
Tryin to maintain sanity
On the cheap
So who do I say goodbye to
Who do I keep?
Stick with stuck people
And you'll end up nowhere
And yeah it may sound unfair
But it's true
Its true to me, it's true to you
Leave behind
Or get left behind
But in this you can trust
If I've got love for you
I'll come back for you
Or better yet
I'll turn round to see
You've already caught up
Dang! I actually wrote the first verse to this near on a year ago, just goes to show how long this has played on my mind. It could just be depression talking but My dislike and frustration with people is very much hitting its peak at this moment in time and I'm well aware that it's linked to the frustration I have in myself. Its hard when you're surrounded by good people, one's that you care for but they have no motivation or direction, the added apathy just kills my spirit and at this point the only responsibility I can take is for myself. Its a deep one cause I'm pretty sure that I've been left for the same reasons, but in all honesty I can't even begrudge anyone that. You've gotta do what's best for you and who knows maybe serve as some inspiration or catalyst for change in doing so
