I hope you can't tell that I'm afraid
Of falling back into that same place
Lusting for change, to re-build what was made
For the time being just give me space

So many glistening drops still fall
When my mind is left to wonder
I'll try to keep busy to make it stall
Until it strikes me at night like thunder

For as long as I think back this is me
With restless attempts to get away
While trying to stray so no one can flee
Since I wont allow someone to see, for them to stay
Since I wont say *"it'll be okay"