i feel pathetic.
i want to do something
i want to start searching
i want to go to that space,
space where his soul is waiting.

the feeling of not getting what I desire
because I am at the wrong place.

let my eyes see his eyes
let my hands embrace his back
let my heart beat and dance.

this feeling of excitement.
i want it now,
but i know i can’t.

i will sleep tonight and know that tomorrow
he will be by my side.

this feeling,
the feeling of missing someone.