listening to mr brightside feeling really tired what can i do when we’re falling apart at the seams again? with loud sighs, collapsing into beds. rag dolls dancing, in fading yellow light. lying in the dark, staring at our reflections in black windows, what are we coming to. it’ll be okay as long as—in your eyes: me, in my hands: you. are we just pretending we don’t feel lonely? i;m scared. you took your needle and your thread and you put it through my little finger, ‘pinkie promise’ you whispered ghost from a future nightmare, i’m faithful to you.