your hands pressed into my jello sides when you lifted up my skirt and slid yourself into me
i looked into the ****** mary your mama planted in your backyard
into her crumbling marble eyes i prayed that one day i would be a beautiful girl
enough to be touched in the sunlight, feeling your flesh
understanding that your eyes want as much as your blood
enough to feel your teeth digging into my skin
leaving a mark that You Are Here
not just ****** in the poisonberry bush at 2am next to mama's ****** mary
so high that i feel her more than you