sometimes my heart is a garden, sometimes it is a landfill.
sometimes i think about love and warmth and good, and how i could do anything because i’m special and i’m talented. sometimes i think i could even go to church and god would smile and i would smile back.
sometimes i think about thunderstorms and dark and alone, and how if i stayed in this bed all day every day i could just fade into nothing. sometimes i’m afraid to open the window because who knows if today’s the day i jump.
sometimes my heart is a garden, sometimes it is a landfill. and i'm looking for that special kind of person who can find the treasure in both.