I want to believe that I'll be happy. I want to try to enjoy while I can. There is no cure at all for my problem; Does that mean I won't feel normal again? I was taught the rule: ignorance is bliss And what I know now cannot be unlearned. My issue lies in my beautiful life And in the many memories I've earned. My greatest pain rests in the idea of One day losing the few people I love.
Be it my death, their death, distance, or change in heart, it all will end one day.