For a moment there or two, I wished it was you
For you to be the one and for this to be true
You're like this beautiful scene of a wide open ocean
Everything is so vibrant even in your simplest motion
A radiant star, that fills me up with emotions
It seems like it's all crystal clear
Yet something holds me back, There's always this fear
I take a deep breath -inhale, trying to clear my head
I let it out -exhale, why can't I just be dead
My problem is, I still live in the past
And honestly I don't know how long this will this last
Just get me a **** bomb, and let me blast
Leave this world and let it be, I'll dive into the endless sea
But then you show up again, right before my eyes
I take a glance and it hurts that I have to disguise
If only I could tear off those layers I hide under
Will I ever show you who I am? I always wonder.
Tears pouring down with grace,nothing for me to chase
I'm leaving this life
I hope it's peaceful and quiet like you pretty face.