Ambition
       becomes fear
When you're the one holding yourself back

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The rain, drops
like seconds of a clock
And I rather keep my own time

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The porch is stripped bare
like my opened robe
the full moon an umbrella
shining light on    my     own    pale skin
Another counterfeit
of the celestial globe

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The shower spews meteors
burning fever, hot hot hot
like it's the one who's sick

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I paint my nails with a
toothbrush
'Cause all I'm really doing
is trying to get Clean

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Force fed thoughts
like baby food
when does motherly ad(vice)
Finally cut the cord