The media has taught us as girls That skinny is beautiful. That the more your hips stick out The more the boys will like you. It has taught girls to hate their curves And body positivity has turned Into a rivalry. Girls who are prettier than me Tell me they hate me because I'm skinny. As if my flat tummy Is the only thing that makes me pretty. No one compliments my eyes Or my smile it's all my weight. And then songs come out saying Things like "**** those skinny *******" And girls hate me more. I want an *** and curves. I always have. In high school boys called me paper Flat on both sides. 'Cause boys like more ***** to hold, right? Yet the media still holds skinny girls on a pedestal And beautiful girls still tell me They want to look like me. When all I want is to look like them. Beauty should not be a competition.