Warm summer night, your hand in mine, dancing around the kitchen to Abba, the floor sticky with spilled ***** bubblegum blue, before I turned to whiskey straight stashed in my bedroom drawer.

Cool early morning, stepping out into a rainstorm, giggling like schoolchildren as we collapsed back into our beds, our bodies soaking wet,       before I started using my umbrella during the lightest showers.

Hot sunny day, barefoot by the ocean, my head on your chest listening to the sound of your heart close to my ear, before I found comfort in only the sound of the sea in a shell.

Dark Halloween eve, dizzy with drunkenness, sat on your lap, your arms around my waist before
I vomited into the bathroom sink
and washed all my love for you
away