tell me: what you want because I can't figure it out. how to be okay when you say we should stop sneaking around. how to turn off these feelings because I'm telling them to stop and they aren't listening. how to go home and be fine when you kiss me that way. to quit thinking about you because it's late and those nights won't stop replaying. how to move on when you still hold me like you do. how not to fall in love with you because I can't stop shaking at the thought that I am.