I want to be immortal
I want to be forever
I want to never end

I want to see the world collapse
I want to see it restart
I want to find its beginning

I want to be worth something
I want to be valued
I want to be happy

I can't be immortal
I can't be forever
I must end

I won't see the world collapse
I won't see the world restart
I won't find its beginning

I am worth nothing
I am not valued
I am not happy

I was always told
It's the outlook
You have
That reflects how you feel.

Then why do I feel awful,
When I have such a positive outlook?

-r.y.s