A silhouette of some kind That appeared and vanished At the end of what seemed a horizon A silhouette of a creature That left behind the day And just so simply vanished… With a sigh I defy The fact of what I saw And had written it away as a memory A memory that I had made to be as a figment of my imagination that I had formed in this gloomy day.. And with a chuckle I cleared my throat And moved on… But I couldn't sleep For that night The moon so lavishly Without a care As though without a thought Stood Shimmering in the sky beautifully Instantly revealing that what I had seen this morn.. And with a feeling That seemed as though this night would never end I walk up and ask That if not impossible Can you tell me who you are? I wonder A beast, a spirit, a demon, an angel, a monster…. You do not speak And I start to dream And for some reason… with every minute that I spend Staring at you I begin to fall in love.. Oh god.. help me.. For it seems that I have once again begun to feel… And as I try to avoid And as I try to move It seems that I cannot get myself to keep away.. From connecting myself to you… In a way that will never break away.. Oh how a bitter day has made its way For a simple silhouette now soaked and stripped Completely transparent with nothing in its way A silhouette of black and white Completely stripped down As though wishing to die And as the day goes by You seem slightly in sight I try to move on and walk away But wherever I go I seem to find you somewhere.. And unfavorably I gaze at this Lilac horizon When all of a sudden ..What happened? The clouds seem to have disappeared And you are no nowhere in sight Yet under a cloudless sky falls a downpour Indefinitely in sight Confirming I hadn't just gone blind.. It seems that I have just realized That I had fallen in love with something otherworldly I fell in love much more that I should have.. And now that you aren't in sight I am lost Without a path to walk I don’t know what to do But why Even though we didn't speak Even though we would just meet Why does your absence Create such a transparency within me… And so I whisper good-bye, even if just for myself Thinking that you were not but a figment of my imagination all this while A tear drops As I take a step forward A miserable and helpless man I was What a miserable and helpless man I am….. I fell in love with something unknown I fell in love more gently that I thought Such a tasteless romance.. To fall in love with something I do not know To fall in love with something I do not understand And as the hours go by I begin to cry I begin to cry I request for a prayer I request for a wish "Give her a soul Give her a body Tell me she was real TELL ME SHE WAS REAL ….please” A silhouette so dark A silhouette silent Invisible and dark As though never existent Flying away Flying away And without knowing what you are It seems I had completely fallen in love A love so gentle… A love so tasteless… I fell in love with nothing but a presence Of something I didn't know Of something I didn't understand.
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