I hate being told I am too nice because I feel like I am not sincere enough. I hate being told I am quiet because on the inside, I'm screaming in agony. I hate being told I am supportive because I feel I just bring everyone down. I hate being told I am happy because I am holding back far too many tears. I hate being told I am strong because I feel so weak. I hate being told I am genuine because look at me... I try so hard but all I am is fake.
But worst of all, I hate being told I am loved because all I do is hate myself.