I was just a 12 years old
When all my friends suddenly just turned cold
Thrown to the side
I cried and cried
Over the people I missed
Even though I was the one they dissed

They told me no one would ever love me
And I would grow up to be a big dummy
And it was true I wasn't good at school
But I got through and now I'm passing all my classes

Though it may seem that I've moved on
I'm still having nightmares about those days when I wished I was gone
Even though I know they can't get me no more I still wake up crying remembering how it felt to be ignored
Remembering those days when they made me so afraid
I felt so betrayed
Because these were my friends
Or maybe it was just pretend

So here I am I'm still broken
But at least now I've spoken